During an episode I have certain explicit fears.
All of which I have already profusely mentioned.
But what about that other kind of fear?
That fear for which I cannot put into words.
Robbed of my sleep, I become paralyzed in fear as I lie in my bed, alone.
Blurry, non-language thoughts racing by.
Could it be the anxiety of not understanding what thoughts flit by so fast?
I have no clue.
I wish I did.
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