Thursday, January 30, 2014

I just...

I just cannot stop crying.
This is not managed.
This is not okay.

It's serious.

As it stands, I an thinking.
About how my life is crumbling.

Yet nobody knows.
Nobody believes the struggle I face.

At least not to the degree they should.

I just can't relax.
There are countless things to worry about.

If I reduce my course load, I'll be so behind.
If I don't take the classes I plan to take next year, I won't have friends.

And to think my social life was a huge improvement this year so far.
Not quite as bad avoidant personality.

To think it could be gone.

I am terrified.
What should I do.

It would be nice if I had someone to help.

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